i never realized how much work it is to keep up with a blog. honestly, this is the most i've ever kept up with a "journal", and more than that, it's...odd that i'm posting inner-most things on the internet. god, that's so...so...hypocritical of me. i believe things like this should remain private...but i would like to relate to others. besides, i want people to find something to relate to when they find me or themselves.

i've personally been through alot of things. i rather not talk about them, because somethings remain very much private. and somethings i've seen and done and heard are to remain private.

i am blessed to have friends who understand me, including my loving boyfriend, which means yes, i'm taken. dillon [my babe], will [my best friend], kelsey [my sister], among others keep pushing and inspiring me to follow my dreams. although most times i have to be an ass to get them to follow their dreams.

sometimes, being this great is alot of work. nah, i think i'm pretty average.

i know, i know, this is short, but well, i better get off before my parents come home. (mum's in the hospital at the moment.)

 
 

first entry:there is nothing like the first time; I’d rather it be with you

 

happy [belated] valentine’s day. I hope you all got to spend it with someone you love. in celebration to that, i was hoping to post something creative to celebrate. whether it is a poem or a short prose piece. in the end, i began to develop a piece of work that i think will turn into a novella of some sort. i have nothing planned besides the names of the main characters, and possibly part of the plot. it would be hard to describe some of the eccentric characters; as such i think it’s only best that i draw my characters. hopefully, i can get the pictures of them up soon. so far i have the main pairing, valentine and evelyn…[if i keep the name of the girl as that].

 

needless to say, more information on that shall be posted in the ‘news’ section.

 

right now, i’m digging some serious breaking benjamin to get my writing juice pumped up. it’s slightly working, although i must say that the lyrics to their songs are addicting, and i’m trying my hardest to avoid listening to “breath”, “diary of jane,” and “dance with the devil.” m.c.r.  is totally out of the question as is flyleaf & hellogoodbye. don’t get me wrong, i’m an all around girl, in love with Motown lyrics as well…sometimes, being a writer is hard as it is.

 

well, i’ve got to go, things to do…people to see.

 

Ja ne!